Monday, May 4, 2009

James D. Dyer

The Cup and the Well


I fill the cups of others indeed

from a deep well inside me that

is never empty for long, and I

often drank from such cups both

metaphorically and actually, but

it has been too long too long since

I had a chalice worthy of spilling over,

and over, and so I seek the goddess

where I may in the spring of the year,

for the well is full to overflowing with

clear spring water, and is soaking the

ground around it and I cry in the wilderness

under the triple moon and wear the horns of

Cerrenos as I dance by the well under the stars

that are her children to the drums and pipes of

people long dead and I crave the blessing of

the mother and the maid and

even the lady of ravens though she fills me

with dread and echoing silences of the slain

off to the Summerlands again and the well

runs over the hill and streams down into

the valley in the ripe spring and nourishes

the moist earth that belongs to her, and I

sing of the hidden valleys and the ripe hills

and even the jagged mountains that are her

temper for I am the storm lord and I can still

her rages with that water as it runs down into

the deep valleys and nourishes her earth and

so the world is reborn through the rituals of

worship and endless rebirths of pleasure until

the world turns again and I die in the winter

again and am reborn in the spring of the year.


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Saturday, May 2, 2009

I am Tired

James D. Dyer

Dr. Jesse Wolfe

Writing Poetry

Spring 2009


I'm tired


I'm tired of trying to fit in

to a man shaped hole

designed by generations

of people who obey without

questioning the way

things are, and I'm tired of

putting up with the day

to day bullshit that results

from the nature of the shitstem

and I'm tired of taking the blame

for things that were decided before

I was born and I'm tired of the war

inside myself and I'm tired of trying

to be something I'm not, and I'm tired

of holding the shot and hoping the other

guy will back down. Fuck them in their shoes

I'm tired of singing the blues all the time

and I'm tired of following the rules just because

there is no way to beat the odds and I'm tired

of the way things are, and I'm tired of staying out of bars

and I'm tired of the things that I eat because

the people I live with have no taste and I'm tired

of going to waste in a country that can't respect a tree

or a mountain or a stream and I'm tired of the way things have always been

and I'm tired of the words they say, the words that make us all this way

and I'm tired of the places I've been and I'm tired of being told sex is sin

and I'm tired of the bitches who bitch about men and I'm tired of the dicks

that bitch about women and I'm tired of living this way I'm tired of not being free

to live the way I choose without having to sing the blues all the time and I'm tired

of needing a rhyme or a reason for being who I am and I'm tired of paying taxes

and I'm tired of settling my feuds with words instead of axes there is no satisfaction

involved in being human anymore I'm tired of watching what I say and I'm tired of everyday politics

and I'm tired of all your bullshit and I'm tired of having to lie just to keep the peace and I'm tired of all the people I can't reach and I'm tired of the things they say and I'm tired of terror and I'm tired of war

and I was hoping that life would be interesting and I got what I hoped for but I am tired of the results of that wish and I just wish I had a way out that didn't involve dying and I'm tired of crying out the hours

of the day and I'm tired of the same things being said every day and I am getting angrier every minute

that I stay in this place and I don't know how to face the day and I'm tired of feeling this way and I am tired of the swine flu and I'm tired of me and you and I am just fucking tired so kiss my ass and go to heaven I couldn't roll seven or eleven to save my life I'm tired of all this strife and I'm tired of life in general but I still live and I ain't gonna quit so somebody kill me if you can but I'll bet my life you can't so I'm stuck here and I'll live and die like a man.

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